oKEY doKEY!!! I'll stay rite here n wait 4 u!! ʕ^ᴥ^ ʔ
[He's not even going to question why a kid he barely knows wants to take him out. There's nothing weird about this at all, if anything more people should be taking him out to lunch. Good to see things are finally looking up.]
[Ken figures he'll be in the suit, because the suit seems to be the default. Anyway, it doesn't take him long to arrive at all, so Ken will be knocking on Teddie's door in about twenty minutes!]
[O-kay? What was that supposed to mean? Teddie stared at the text, puzzled, wondering if Ken was implying he was ever not presentable. Hasn't he seen him? His fur? It's fabulous!
And it is, in fact, that same fabulousness that greets Ken at the door. Teddie, suit and all, leans against the door frame in a weird attempt to act casual. This is how the cool kids do it, he's seen it on TV and therefore it can't be wrong.]
[He's trying so hard. Ken's first thought is "that's so weird" but he doesn't say it, not even showing it on his face as he himself stands pretty casually, too. At least, he looks it; he keeps his right hand in his coat pocket leans his weight on the same leg, left hand hanging loosely at his side. In truth his hand is injured and he's trying to keep it from moving around, but Teddie doesn't have to know that. Or know that he's usually a lot less tired looking, but that's besides the point today. Today, they're having lunch.]
It's nice to see you, Kuma-san. Are you ready to go?
[Teddie responds with an enthusiastic arm pump, still just as oblivious as always. He really does believe Ken wants to be a pal and take him out for lunch for absolutely no reason.]
Ha! I was born ready!
[And with that said, he begins to march out the door, right past...Ken. Despite the fact that he has no idea where to go.]
Opposite direction, Kuma-san! We're gonna cross at the next streetlight.
[These sorts of people march on ahead without thinking much. That's fine. Ken's used to that. He'll trot after Teddie without a single bad comment or thought.]
[Well, when Teddie answers the comm, the light appears to be on and he doesn't look all that tired. In fact, he looks absolutely delighted. And yet despite all this, he appears to be wearing some pajamas of his own, there must've been an attempt to sleep at some point.]
Woah, hey Maya-chan! I had no idea you stayed up this late. Why didn't you tell me sooner?!
[All this time he was wasting his midnight calls on Kaneda.]
[At her comment, he can't help but raise one of his arms and admire his own sleepwear. They are nice jammies, aren't they?]
Why thank you~ I like to think I'm a bear who can pull anything off.
[Anything.]
But yeah, I totally get what you mean. ...Well, sorta. I'm always up late, too, but that's only 'cause I never realized how much harder it is to fall asleep without Yosuke around.
Although if I had to guess, that's not the reason why you decided to call your favorite Teddie tonight~ So what's up?
[And then, there's a pause. Teddie's usual upbeat attitude is dialed down slightly as something comes to mind, no thanks to any previous conversations he had today. He fidgets, eyes drifting off to the side.]
Actually, Maya-chan, I'm kinda glad you called. There was something I wanted to tell you, but I wasn't really sure how to bring it up. Looks like it's either now or never! Heh...
Teddie's not the type to be serious very often, so when he seems to sober up, Maya pays close attention. She frowns a little-- just a touch-- and nods.]
[Wow, it really is now or never, isn't it? Hearing her want to listen makes him realize that, yes, this is reality right now and no longer the millions of times he's played this out in his head. Deep breaths, he can do this.]
W-Well... we're suppose to be partners, right? ...So...I figured I oughta be super honest when it comes to...everything if we want to work together. And I don't- I don't wanna trick you or anything, please don't think I was trying to trick you. It's just...really hard to explain, so it's easier to just not bring it up.
But the truth is, I'm not human. I'm...I'm not even a real bear.
[Well, that part wasn't shocking at all. She knows he can't be a regular old bear-- but the way he's talking. Does that mean he's something... Well, dubious?
She tilts her head a little, nodding, listening carefully.]
Okay... Well, I didn't think you were tryin'a trick me anyway. So, don't worry about that.
[But, with just a moment's hesitation, she asks; ]
It's kinda hard to explain to people who've never exbearienced it before, but... I'm gonna try my best here.
[Teddie knows damn well he doesn't have to be afraid to tell her these things, she was so excepting of Papyrus after all, it wouldn't make sense for her to suddenly reject him like that. But then why can't he stop shaking? Doubt is a terrible thing, and yet despite how he's drowning in it, Teddie pushes on.]
...T-Try to think about all the bad thoughts and feelings you ever had, the ones you hide away from everyone else. The ones you...really don't want people to know about yourself. You don't have to tell me about 'em, I'm just saying everybody has them, r-right? So...if those feelings ever just...bundled up together and came to life, what sorta thingy do you think they'd make? It'd be...like a monster, wouldn't it? Mindless, mean, scary monsters that attack humans for no reason.
In my world, those monsters are called Shadows, and they're the only things that live there. ...And I really mean the only things, because... I'm a Shadow, too...
[Teddie looks back up, a mix of both surprise and relief on his face. It gets him to smile, just a little, it's always nice to hear people reaffirm those things about himself. It's enough to regain his confidence, this conversation doesn't seem nearly as bad to him anymore.]
Trust me, I went through a heck of a lot to figure that stuff out. I dunno why, but for some reason I was just...different.
[Understatement, maybe, but without a better answer, it's all he can give.]
I'm just so used to my friends already knowing, that I never really thought much about explaining it to other people. But...you're my friend, too, and you deserve to know.
...Well, even if you are a monster, you're a pretty good one.
[Yeah... like Papyrus!
She leans closer to the camera and grins, trying to get him back into higher spirits. She's not sure she completely understands, but it doesn't matter if she does or not; whatever's going on is real to Teddie, and... well, she's just gotta let him know that she's here, no matter what.]
You're a pretty good friend, too. Thanks for telling me, Ted.
BACKDATED LIKE HECK; November 1 --> text;
Kuma-san, do you want to meet up for lunch? My treat.
no subject
Lunchlunchlunchlunchluchluchluuch
[That's probably a yes.]
no subject
There's a place on Main Street, Heropa. I'll come pick you up.
no subject
[He's not even going to question why a kid he barely knows wants to take him out. There's nothing weird about this at all, if anything more people should be taking him out to lunch. Good to see things are finally looking up.]
no subject
[Ken figures he'll be in the suit, because the suit seems to be the default. Anyway, it doesn't take him long to arrive at all, so Ken will be knocking on Teddie's door in about twenty minutes!]
no subject
And it is, in fact, that same fabulousness that greets Ken at the door. Teddie, suit and all, leans against the door frame in a weird attempt to act casual. This is how the cool kids do it, he's seen it on TV and therefore it can't be wrong.]
I hope you didn't miss me too much~
no subject
It's nice to see you, Kuma-san. Are you ready to go?
no subject
Ha! I was born ready!
[And with that said, he begins to march out the door, right past...Ken. Despite the fact that he has no idea where to go.]
no subject
[These sorts of people march on ahead without thinking much. That's fine. Ken's used to that. He'll trot after Teddie without a single bad comment or thought.]
Nov 8, near midnight (video)
Are you awake?
[Maya is, but she's also decked out in pyjamas.
If there's anyone she won't bother in the middle of the night, she's sure it's Teddie.
...Right?]
no subject
Woah, hey Maya-chan! I had no idea you stayed up this late. Why didn't you tell me sooner?!
[All this time he was wasting his midnight calls on Kaneda.]
no subject
Nice jammies, Teddie.
[She giggles, and then--]
Yeah, I stay up a lot... but I usually have to wake up early, so I like taking naps in the afternoon instead.
[The best way to live.]
no subject
Why thank you~ I like to think I'm a bear who can pull anything off.
[Anything.]
But yeah, I totally get what you mean. ...Well, sorta. I'm always up late, too, but that's only 'cause I never realized how much harder it is to fall asleep without Yosuke around.
Although if I had to guess, that's not the reason why you decided to call your favorite Teddie tonight~ So what's up?
no subject
[...No, really, Teddy made a really cute cheerleader. He could. probably pull anything off.]
I just wanted a little company, is all. It gets lonely when you're up late alone, don't you think?
[Not that she's lonely, no.
no subject
[And then, there's a pause. Teddie's usual upbeat attitude is dialed down slightly as something comes to mind, no thanks to any previous conversations he had today. He fidgets, eyes drifting off to the side.]
Actually, Maya-chan, I'm kinda glad you called. There was something I wanted to tell you, but I wasn't really sure how to bring it up. Looks like it's either now or never! Heh...
no subject
Teddie's not the type to be serious very often, so when he seems to sober up, Maya pays close attention. She frowns a little-- just a touch-- and nods.]
Hey... whatever you need to talk about, I'm here.
[Because that's what friends do, right?]
no subject
W-Well... we're suppose to be partners, right? ...So...I figured I oughta be super honest when it comes to...everything if we want to work together. And I don't- I don't wanna trick you or anything, please don't think I was trying to trick you. It's just...really hard to explain, so it's easier to just not bring it up.
But the truth is, I'm not human. I'm...I'm not even a real bear.
[Shocker, he knows.]
no subject
She tilts her head a little, nodding, listening carefully.]
Okay... Well, I didn't think you were tryin'a trick me anyway. So, don't worry about that.
[But, with just a moment's hesitation, she asks; ]
So what are you?
no subject
[Teddie knows damn well he doesn't have to be afraid to tell her these things, she was so excepting of Papyrus after all, it wouldn't make sense for her to suddenly reject him like that. But then why can't he stop shaking? Doubt is a terrible thing, and yet despite how he's drowning in it, Teddie pushes on.]
...T-Try to think about all the bad thoughts and feelings you ever had, the ones you hide away from everyone else. The ones you...really don't want people to know about yourself. You don't have to tell me about 'em, I'm just saying everybody has them, r-right? So...if those feelings ever just...bundled up together and came to life, what sorta thingy do you think they'd make? It'd be...like a monster, wouldn't it? Mindless, mean, scary monsters that attack humans for no reason.
In my world, those monsters are called Shadows, and they're the only things that live there. ...And I really mean the only things, because... I'm a Shadow, too...
no subject
She gets what he's saying, and he doesn't sound like he's lying, but...]
That... doesn't make sense. You're not bad at all.
[Even if he's made of all those things... Teddie wouldn't hurt anyone, right?
At least, she trusts him not to hurt her.]
You're not mindless. You're sweet.
no subject
Trust me, I went through a heck of a lot to figure that stuff out. I dunno why, but for some reason I was just...different.
[Understatement, maybe, but without a better answer, it's all he can give.]
I'm just so used to my friends already knowing, that I never really thought much about explaining it to other people. But...you're my friend, too, and you deserve to know.
no subject
[Yeah... like Papyrus!
She leans closer to the camera and grins, trying to get him back into higher spirits. She's not sure she completely understands, but it doesn't matter if she does or not; whatever's going on is real to Teddie, and... well, she's just gotta let him know that she's here, no matter what.]
You're a pretty good friend, too. Thanks for telling me, Ted.